gen
khs 6/1'03
dhs 1J'04, 2J'05, 3ICHIBAN, 4i-monster
5/6/91
Cello, Piano
dhscodyb, dhssc
Desires
iPod nano
contacts
pumps
nice bag; tote or handbag
new clothes
new books
good grades--the best for the last!
Music
Saturday, August 13, 2005
freaking and boring
Music- Slow Jam (her favourite song)
Ms Koh... I thought you realised that I'm not such a bright girl. I thought you knew... so why were you pushing me so hard today? I only understood the thirds stuff only when Noella asked you. Why did you have to say all that? I know I'm not that smart. I know I can't play the piano well, but that look was unnecessary. I'm not a strong girl. I can't take so many tongue lashings and depressing statements. Can't you see I'm trying so hard? I'm trying. I really am. But it's hard to carry on if you keep doing this to me. First it was Bi Ran, then it was Samantha. Now it's me. Why? And why are you so biased towards Noella? It's UNFAIR!
Oh bother...
At least today I didn't have to go to church. It's getting on my nerves, really. I swear I have to bite my tongue every Sunday to prevent myself from flaring up and openly protesting against Royal Rangers. Damn! I really haaaaaaaate church and Sundays now. And I can't get myself out of the music team cos "they are lacking people and there'll be major re-scheduling problems". I tell you, I'm tired and I really am!!! Eme says I need a change of environment and I totally agree with her. Everything in my life has been going wrong these days. Esp. Science and Maths. EVEN MEP!!! argh....
Someone please, please, please save me! ='( Drag me out of this shit that's eating me up...
I mumbled to myself not to mumble ever again- 7:25 PM
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