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Cello, Piano
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iPod nano
contacts
pumps
nice bag; tote or handbag
new clothes
new books
good grades--the best for the last!
Music
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
a heavy heart
Music- Clocks
Are you PMS???? ARE YOU???? (fyi, it's Play Maple Story) Lame? Yeah I know.
The Maple craze is really catching on, but no matter what happens, I'll never start. Oh no.... =) NEVER! How I wish I could be as determined to block out all that negative self-talk.
French role-play. Ahh.... I really flopped it so bad. I'm really sorry for forgetting all my lines, Amelia. I really am. I was really so freaking nervous! ='( Sorry Jenny, I couldn't lip-read. Haix... There's something dreadfully wrong with me!!!!!
Seriously, I keep having a certain heaviness in my heart. I talk to myself more than ever and it has upgraded from the voice in my mind to stuff I speak out loud. Damnit. I cry too much... way too much. I really don't know who the hell I am now. I see a stranger when I look into the mirror. Who's using my skin? WHO???
I'm really snapping this time. I really am. I really don't know what's happening to me. I may sound angsty (as what Krisitn said a long time ago), but this is really what I'm going through.
I mumbled to myself not to mumble ever again- 10:45 PM
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