gen
khs 6/1'03
dhs 1J'04, 2J'05, 3ICHIBAN, 4i-monster
5/6/91
Cello, Piano
dhscodyb, dhssc
Desires
iPod nano
contacts
pumps
nice bag; tote or handbag
new clothes
new books
good grades--the best for the last!
Music
Friday, December 29, 2006
A wonderful day
Music- Kitaro!!!
well well well. got this big fat scolding from mollie and other seniors ytd at co. I don't really want to talk about it cos the whole lot of us are pretty upset and maybe pissed off even. some ppl already know my views towards co so yeah i don't want to harp on the unpleasant stuff anymore. Just want to deal with it all and move on.
Yeah went out with jw for lunch etc. she was eating so freaking slowly... and she spat milo at poor zhen wei. sigh. then went back, I met my mum to see furniture for the new tv. In the end we didn't buy cos we realised that the present console can fit the tv stand when the tv came today.
Today:
Went to dh hostel for sc meeting. kao. 8.30-1 of almost non-stop briefing. dora was there too so yeah. quite dry and by the time I got home I was pretty bushed. I mean I haven't been sleeping well recently. Not because of you, Marcus. Don't get cocky. I just seem frightened halfway through the night and suddenly wake up. Weird. It feels like suddenly the place isn't safe anymore or something. Well well I'll just be slacking at home for now till night. Then I go out. Hah.
Tomorrow:
Hopefully there will be some utp countdown of somesort or some get-together again. Must cherish what little time we have to meet up with each other... and at least I'll have somewhere to go after morning service. Crap lah. Still have to go back at 6 for dinner and watchnight service. SO GAY. zzz dunno why the pastor is suddenly so enthu. SIANZ. Then someone was trying to persuade me to put up an item for tmr. crazy. I won't. Got no time and energy to think okay.
Another thing:
Many people have been saying that I look perpetually tired. I don't know why. Maybe just suddenly, everything seems so meaningless and so forced. I'm not emoing. I don't do that. Going to school so far hasn't been very enjoyable. I don't know why I suddenly dread soo. I just wish I could stay at home and just read a book. Or maybe slashing my social circle again like what I did for another thing last time. Just cutting my communications or something and going into solitude. Or maybe only talking to people worthy of my attention.
Crap; school's starting. Don't want to see so many people again. Sigh.
I mumbled to myself not to mumble ever again- 11:01 PM
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