Thursday, January 04, 2007
I am not what I thought myself to be
Music- One winged angel; it's on youtube, go check it out, it's awesome! esp. the guitar parts. SUPER virtuosic ^^
Okay I'm not ponning school okay... I have a bad sore throat, slight fever and cough and ZHENG YILIANG never fails to make it worse. Calling me and having conversations that last over an hour each time about your MEP placement test. 0.0 Okay I sound pissed but nvm lah actually. I'm more than glad to help since you've helped me A LOT too. heh. I owe you a christmas pressie, and you owe me a meal!! :D
Grace was telling me how lucky I am that I'm not a singer and I was like yep so I sorta stopped my voice lessons xD. Well the last time I lost my voice was like during the hols!! Which is not very far off. I don't know why, but the time gaps are closing in on me. I hope I don' t become mute one day NONONO. Althought the earth would be a lot warmer (without my cold jokes) and a lot quieter (cos I can't talk duh, but I can make sounds with things!! ). How unfortunate for all the earthlings. :( lol
I seriously think cheng yi cheated me. First she said I was chair -.- Like that's TOTALLY POSSIBLE MAN... then she said I was secretary. zzz. I rmb she's either treasurer or secretary lol. HAHA gotcha. ^^ And thank you guys for not watching death note without me! Haha although it may very well be due to the fact that 2 ppl watching a movie is rather sian? Hmm I'm just making intelligent guesses, love.
Okay I know it's super selfish of me not to pass grace's 50th anniversary shirt to ching siang or june by today cos she needs it tmr. ZOMG. I am totally sorry. But it's going to rain and everything and I still have my fever. zzz. And I'm hacking away (my throat lah lol). I guess I won't pass it to him cos I can't go out. I'm feeeeeling horrrrrrrible. I get giddy when I stand up and I have no idea why I'm at the com. heh. I know, I'm weird.
I do know what's making my condition worse though. Sometimes smb comes along and tells you that he has bad news for you, but refuses to say anything till later. Well that omg-what-can-it-be feeling eats you for breakfast, lunch, dinner and all snacks in between, including supper. yum yum yum. I suppose my soul is nice, cold and bitter huh. I seriously thought I was prepared for the worst liao, but maybe I'm not afterall. Whatever it is, I WILL fight back this time, even if it means dying. Because the only 2 other worse things that can happen are:
1. being forced to stay in co for jc cca
2. staying status quo for sth I will not publically say
So if no. 2 happens, ho hum. I will be sooooooooooooooooooo dead and disappointed with myself. But I'll only have myself to blame.
Yes, I'm not in a good mood. Too much stuff have been happening lately that's been throwing me into a state of utter confusion. But there are people that care about me so yeah I won't let you guys down. I know who you are, though few, but that makes stock-keeping easier! :D
The only reason why I didn't have insomnia last night was because I cried myself to sleep.
I mumbled to myself not to mumble ever again- 12:48 AM
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