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khs 6/1'03
dhs 1J'04, 2J'05, 3ICHIBAN, 4i-monster
5/6/91
Cello, Piano
dhscodyb, dhssc
Desires
iPod nano
contacts
pumps
nice bag; tote or handbag
new clothes
new books
good grades--the best for the last!
Music
Sunday, February 25, 2007
:(
Music- My Baby Shot Me Down (Nancy Sinatra)
blankety-blank-blank.
At P6 I had such a thought (amongst many others) : I've been through more downs than ups than other 12-year olds.
really, that's crap. I'm not that self-centered anymore, people, don't run away.
I want to say something. Eld, I really really understand your pain. Ai-yo. Paaaaaaaain.
Let's hope it'll be better from now on after we end a chapter in our book. Maybe not our anymore.
I don't know what to say. It literally hurts. Do you feel the same? I don't want to be sadistic, but I'm glad if you do. So do you? I can accept current agreements, but I have to get over everything. It's not as easy as I thought it would be when I told myself to do what you did. Maybe you're so much stronger than me and so much more sane. I can't believe I said you were idealistic then. Maybe I was always the dreamy one. And what if you didn't start anything? How would it be now then?
Sigh. Just when all those songs started to make sense, they've become the reminders to my heartbreak.
and now I can only wimper a silent ouch.
I mumbled to myself not to mumble ever again- 5:54 AM
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